That moment.

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I always thought that I had to be somebody special, that I had to accomplish something extraordinary first but aftermany different, boring, nerve wrecking and at the same time exciting, heartwarming, ordinary yet life-changing experiences in life and after living, what I think will approximately be a fifth of my life, I figured that now would be the moment to try something new. Not because I just realized that 1/5 of my life already past and I want to try everything the world has to offer. But because I sat down with me and listened to my feelings. I haven't found out what my passion in life is or what I desire to do right now. But I know, that I am not happy with everything I am doing at the moment. And exactly"that moment"was the one I realized that I had to follow my inner thoughts and try something new. So here I am sitting on my (almost) King-sized bed, in my Sweat wear, my sister sitting next to me and listening to Footloose by KennyLoggins. (I wish I had my own dog laying by me to keep me some company too.) Sitting here writing my first Blog post. Here it goes.

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Earlier I said that I didn't know what I desire to do right now, well that is true... in the long run. But for right now I do know what that is, but alas I am not able to follow my dream at the moment. Which is travelling. But I will someday and when it's time I'll be really happy to blog about it. For now, I am just figuring out what I want to accomplish this next year, instead of just waiting one more year until I can fulfill my dreams of travelling. You see if you want to achieve different kind of goals that can only be reached after you finished one particular dream, one year doesn't seem long. But now that I look back it seems to be a long time. And since I had to push that dream back for another year I promised myself that I would take this time to just live it like every other year. First of all that led to this Blog, but it also led to a long awaited conversation with my sister. Which is: deciding if we want to get a dog. You see this has been a dream of ours since a decade. And we started talking about what that would mean for our future and I think that we can make it happen this year and that got me really excited, but also a little nervous. Since it's a big commitment, you obviously need to put a lot of time, love, patience and money in to it, and also keep the future in mind. But more on that in another Blog. I hope to see you in my next piece again and let's figure out if my first sentence turns out to be the truth together. :)

Be more present and I'll see you in my next piece. :)

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